The Awakened Soul

One of my life's songs... Thank you Jesus

2011-08-10T05:05:00.000+10:00

Saying Goodbye

2011-08-06T23:12:00.000+10:00

A fellow musician is saying goodbye to the sound cloud community to which I belong :(

His compositions have touched my soul so deeply. It is the way I want to compose! This is my aim and I will die trying...

I feel so sad especially when their last piece is this:

Angel Whispers (Orchestral) by Tanaki Alison ☁♫ -‿- ♪♫

I am in tears!

Music Creation

2011-08-06T21:41:00.000+10:00

I've been enjoying my time composing music over the last month. It has been such an experience and I feel that I'm in my element!

With my latest album being released, "Memory- A Journey of the Heart", I have been overwhelmed by the amazing reception it has had within my own social networks and around the world! I've been so greatly encouraged that my music is touching so many people's lives that I'm putting more of an effort into writing and playing my music!

I've invested well over $1000 in programs, books and hardware that I feel ready to soar! So watch this place.

One of my tracks, "Wild at Heart", was a topic of conversation with a friend of mine who hoped that I wouldn't get into trouble with my use of drums! To me it's a non-issue and any one who makes it an issue should be shunned, they are most likely a cult!

Any who, I'm loving my music life at the moment and I know I have so much to share to the world and the greater good of humanity!

Peace Out!

Shirts

2011-08-06T07:15:00.000+10:00

I saw this site on an add for Facebook and was surprised because I own one of these shirts... LOL

The shirts are really comfortable and I would recommend it!

Check them out here

My New Album

2011-08-05T01:11:00.000+10:00

Memory- A Journey of the Heart by The Awakened Soul

Life is Perfect!

2011-07-04T20:22:00.000+10:00

Don't you just love it when everything falls into place- When the family are getting on, work is looking to promote you, church is growing, friends are awesome to hang with, money is flowing etc etc.?

Does this describe your life? Well, it does mine! I was thinking to myself what more could I want in life? I have it all. There is no pain, no debts, no sadness life is just perfect. Well, this was the little bubble I was in until this evening...

I met with a friend tonight and we got to talking about life. It turned out that her life was falling apart. She had just broken up with her boyfriend, she was struggling to make ends meet, she felt hopeless, alone and heading nowhere and she just started using drugs- she looked ill, withdrawn, like the life was sucked right out of her and she had only been sing drugs for the last couple of days. She walked as if she were 20 years older than she is, she had a sickly cough and prevailing heaviness over her. She kept saying that she hated herself, she has no reason for living and that she just wanted to end it all.

As she shared her story, I could feel myself welling up with tears. I made every attempt to withhold my tears as I explained to her that I understood what it meant to hate myself, to feel alone, to want to end it all...

BUT GOD....!

This evening, I was able to share a little light about God to her. When our talk concluded, I watched her walk slowly away still bearing the heaviness of life but I wanted to make sure that she knew God was the only difference between us. For if not for the grace of God where would I be? I drove away slowly with tears rolling down my face, contemplating the whole evening.

I thought to myself, how easy it is for me to be so caught up with my life only. It was only a few years ago, where I was in a similar predicament as my friend. How easy it is to forget where I have been and where I am today. I think, too, of all the people around me who are suffering with no hope. Today, was a big reminder that God is still at work in my life and He can work in the lives of others. I hope my friend comes to find Jesus as her own personal saviour.

Peace out

My Holiday Schedule...

2011-07-04T07:33:00.000+10:00

This is the first time, ever, that I've put together a schedule for the holidays. I'm really excited as it will give me direction and a goal to meet. Wish me luck!

8am- 9am- Bible Reading (10 chapters)

9am-9: 30am- Breakfast

9:30am- 11am- Music Accompaniment

11am- 12pm- Accountability work

12pm- 12:30pm- lunch Break

12:30pm- 1:30pm- Classical music reading

1:30pm-2: 30pm- Catechisms

2:30pm- 3pm- Internet

3pm- 4:30pm- Music Accompaniment

BREAK- 15minutes

4:45pm- 5:45pm- Classical music reading

BREAK- 15minutes

6pm- 6:30pm- Stride piano theory and possible practice

6:30pm- 7pm- Jazz piano theory and possible practice

7pm- 8pm- Conference pieces

8pm- 9pm- recording music for Youtube

9pm- Bible reading

All is Possible

2011-06-20T17:49:00.000+10:00

I'm happy today!

I'm on my way of reaching my goal as a musician. I feel all that I once thought was difficult is now all achievable...

Church Musicianship

2011-06-14T19:26:00.000+10:00

So, I'm currently in the process of developing a course for church pianists. I've been a little annoyed with the lack of material out there for Australian pianists and when I do get material it is either irrelevant or too narrow.

For the most part, I do appreciate the material that is out there but too much of the material is too bias towards a preference of musical style. I believe that the church pianist should have a broad understanding of musical styles and history so as to aid in the worship of God and the edifying of the saints. A bit like a painter having all the basic colours and then mixes the colours to create new ones. Music is the same. The church pianist should have a basic understanding of music and therefore mix those elements to create or build upon the music they have or create new ones.

Music speaks. It doesn't speak through one style and one style does not speak to all. When classical sacred music draws some to God it is foreign to others. Try playing classical sacred music in the jungles of Africa. Why would we expect anything different in our multicultural society? Now, whilst I appreciate classical sacred music, I think we can take the principals/philosophy behind classical sacred music and apply them to a jazz band, brass ensemble, choir, rock band etc. For example, I've been to many churches, from ultra conservative to tongue twisting charismatic and I have found that generally in both circles the role of the accompanist/band is the same. They both have to be the servant of the congregation/lead singer. In Hillsong, the band need to be supporting the lead singer, in a Baptist church the pianist needs to be supporting the congregation. Different doctrines, different musical styles, same approach to music.

To me music is a non-issue. Too many conservatives make too bigger fuss over music. Music is amoral so why is it an issue unless the words conflict with your beliefs? It is only the words, in my opinion, that give the music a sense of morality. God instructed that we use Psalms, Hymns and Spiritual songs, yet this is not a reference to the music but the content aka the words, not the music. I think it is a big stretch for anyone to say a musical style is sin or worldly. I know associations play a big role but even then it is still a stretch. RnB is often associated with sexual immorality but one derives that point from the lyrical content. Apart from that, there are many wholesome songs too, within RnB like R.Kelly's "You Saved Me" or "The Storm is Over" or "I Believe I Can Fly" etc. But again, they are wholesome because of the lyrics. I believe as musicians, we should be able to appropriate this musical style and others and apply them to church worship. A group that has done this well is the Heritage Singers.

How does this relate to the church musician? Well, like the painter, the musician should have these different styles in their repertoire, not for the point of showcasing that style, but to use the elements of that style to enhance the worship. For example, a little jazz blues here and there enhances the mood of an invitational, using a rock rhythm within a rousing chorus help elevate the singing of a congregation etc. In fact, in my current playing, I incorporate Jazz, Blues, Ragtime/Stride, Evangelistic, Rock, classical and Cultural Styles e.g. oriental, celtic etc. to enhance the worship of the local church.

This is what I hope to achieve in this course I'm slowly developing. I want church pianists to not be so narrow-minded but think broadly. Wish me luck!

One of my life songs...

2011-06-13T09:07:00.000+10:00

All You Can Eat!

2011-06-12T08:18:00.000+10:00

I absolutely love eating out! In fact, it's something I do almost twice a week. I usually go with friends and family or even by myself, if I'm feeling adventurous. I go because I love the smell of food, the flavours, the presentation, the atmosphere and on and on.

One of my favourite places to go eating out in is Church st, Parramatta. There, I'm bombarded with most of the flavours of the world. I love trying all the different restaurants and the different foods that they offer. It truly is an experience that should be had by all.

If you're more than just a food critic and want look more for atmosphere, then Church St, Parramatta is for you. There, you can be acquainted with historical landmarks, dazzling lights at night, spend an evening at the theatre after a meal, or stroll along the river. It truly is a sensory experience.

Next time you are deciding where to eat, have a work Christmas party etc. Why not make a booking at one of Church St, Parramatta's restaurants. It will be an unforgettable memory!

Bible Reading

2011-05-10T16:23:00.000+10:00

Have been enjoying my bible reading challenge that I read here at Infocus.

It's been quite enjoyable for a number of reasons:

I get a broad overview of the Bible
It provides variety each day
Provides colour to the outer lining of my Bible because of all my sticky notes
And, because I get to read God's Word systematically

Whatever way you decide to read God's Word, be sure that you do it! I know it has always been a struggle for me but whether it a system, discipline, environment etc. be sure that you get yourself into a habit of it. Often times, the solutions to our problems are not always in medications, psychiatrists or circumstance (though these are all important and not be overlooked) but in the Word of God. We should allow God's Word to abide in us, so that God's Spirit can take it, apply it to our hearts, in order that we be transformed by it.

Happy reading!

Lights in Life

2011-04-29T23:42:00.001+10:00

I was taking a break from my Bible reading to look through some past photos and my heart was gladdened as I saw pictures of friends. I thought to myself that though life is hard at times and dark times come, it's God's gift to provide us with the light of friendship.

Not only friendship but in my life I've noticed other lights such as the light of inspiration, the light of God's Word, the light of music and many more. These lights just seem to brighten my life in moments I need them to shine. Thank you God for these lights in my life that brighten some of the dark moments in my life.

Perspective

2011-03-02T22:12:00.000+11:00

My Pastor sent me this quote today that really encouraged me.

Faith does not promise ideal circumstances. It does master every outward condition and move mountains as Jesus said it would, but it changes them by changing us. It builds in us a spirit that no outward condition can bother, and when a man is victorious within, the without does not matter. Objective realities may be what they were before, but the man is different; his attitude has changed and for him that changes everything. It is not things themselves but our way of looking at them that matters. Faith gives him the right perspective, and when he sees things as they really are they lose their terrors.

Vance Havner (1931)

The Divine Will

2011-03-01T21:47:00.002+11:00

O Lord,

I hang on thee; I see, I believe, live,
when thy will, not mine, is done;
I can plead nothing in myself
in regard of any worthiness and grace,
in regard of thy providence and promises,
but only thy good pleasure.

If thy mercy make me poor and vile, blessed be thou!
Prayers arising from my needs are preparations for future mercies;
Help me to honour thee by delivering before I feel,
for great is the sin if I make feeling a cause of faith.

Show me what sins hide thee from me and eclipse thy love;
Help me to humble myself for past evils,
to be resolved to walk with more care,
For if I do not walk holily before thee,
how can I be assured of my salvation?

It is the meek and humble who are shown they covenant,
know thy will, are pardoned and healed,
who by faith depend and rest upon grace,
who are sanctified and quickened,
who evidence thy love.

Help me to pray in faith and so find thy will,
be leaning hard on thy rich free mercy,
be believing thou wilt give what thou hast promised;
Strengthen me to pray with conviction
that whatever I receive is thy gift,
so that I may pray until prayer be granted;

Teach me to believe that all degrees of mercy arise
from several degrees of prayer,
that when faith is begun it is imperfect and must grow,
as chapped ground opens wider and wider until rain comes.

So shall I wait thy will, pray for it to be done,
and by thy grace become fully obedient.

- Valley of Vision

Reasons to Preach the Gospel to Myself

2011-03-01T00:02:00.001+11:00

MY DAILY NEED

The gospel is so foolish (according to my natural wisdom, 1 Cor 1: 21,23), so scandalous (according to my conscience, 1 Cor 1:23), and so incredible (according to my timid heart 1John 3: 19-20), that it is a daily battle to believe the full scope of it as I should. There is simply no other way to compete with the forebodings of my conscience, the condemnings of my heart, and the lies of the world and the Devil (2 Cor 4:4) than to overwhelm such things with daily rehearsings of the gospel.

- A Gospel Primer

The Mover

2011-02-27T23:22:00.002+11:00

O SUPREME MOVING CAUSE,

May I always be subordinate to thee,
be dependent upon thee,
be found in the path where thou dost walk,
and where thy Spirit moves,
take heed of estrangement from thee,
of becoming insensible to thy love.

Thou dost not move men like stones,
but dost endue them with life,
not to enable them to move without thee,
but in submission to thee, the first mover

O Lord I am astonished at the difference
between my receivings and my deservings,
between the state I am now in and my past gracelessness,
between the heaven I am bound for and the hell I merit.

Who made me to differ, but thee?
for I was no more ready to receive Christ than were others;
I could not have begun to love thee hadst thou not first loved me,
or been willing unless thou hadst first made me so.

O that such a crown should fit the head of such a sinner!
such high advancement be for an unfruitful person!
such joys for so vile a rebel!

Infinite wisdom cast the design of salvation
into the mould of purchase and freedom;
Let wrath deserved be written on the door of hell,
But the free gift of grace be ont he gate of heaven.

I know that my sufferings are the result of my sinning,
but in heaven both shall cease;
Grant me to attain this haven and be done with sailing,
and may the gales of thy mercy blow me safely into harbour.

Let thy love draw me nearer to thyself,
wean me from sin, mortify me to this world,
and make me ready for my departure hence.
Secure me by thy grace as I sail across this stormy sea.

- The Valley of Vision

Higher Window...

2010-12-08T12:04:00.000+11:00

This song has been on my mind for a while. It's called 'Higher Window' from Josh Groban's new album titled 'Illuminations'. It just seems to express the feelings of love to those special people in my life...

Higher Window... Hear it HERE

For all the times I tried for this
And every chance at you I missed
I’ve been known to go my way
But I confess it made me miss you more

I drew my line across the sand
And set my flag in no-man’s-land
But here I am here I am, the one man band
With a song that’s meant for two

And there is a light from a higher window
Shining down on you tonight

And the music floats on the breeze
Bringing an easier time
And all of our cards are on the table
Tell me what you want to do
Just don’t tell me that it’s too late
For me to love you

How perfect we were meant to be
Our warm and silent symmetry
It’s times like these when all
All we need is to be reminded

And there is a light from a higher window
Shining down on you tonight

And the music floats on the breeze
Bringing an easier time
And all of our cards are on the table
Tell me what you want to do
Just don’t tell me that it’s too late
For me to love you

A Friend and Mentor: Mike Kwok

2010-10-25T10:52:00.001+11:00

When visiting a new church one doesn’t know what to expect. Questions around the nature of how they treat the Word in preaching and practice are in the forefront when going to visit a new church, well at least for me. This was true about 5 years ago when I stepped foot into Fellowship Baptist Church.

I remember sitting down a row behind from the middle with my friend Farid Wardan who had recommended the church along with Jason Harris. I sat and partook of the worship service and then the offering.

Then came time for the preaching… up stood from behind the pulpit a skinny man, who by this time I had figured was the pastor of the church. All I remember from that point was conviction in my heart throughout the sermon. It had been a long time since a message had penetrated through all the façade. The Spirit took the Word of God and pierced it through into my heart. At the end of the sermon, I turned to Farid and in unison we said ‘WOW!’This was definitely the church that I was going to attend, but it wasn’t until I met the man who preached the message and lived it that I would call Fellowship my home.

There are many great people one meets in their life time. Some are great because of their sporting abilities, others for their charisma and charm, others for their knowledge and so on but I never thought that I would meet someone as gracious and humble as Pastor Mike Kwok. I know that he isn’t perfect and that he still has much growing to do but I wasn’t looking for perfection, I was looking for transparency; I wasn’t looking for someone who always gave the best opinion, I was looking for someone who would point me to the Word as the only source of comfort and direction; I wasn’t looking for the world’s best orator, I was looking for someone who simply was a mouth piece for God and I wasn’t looking for someone who would fix all my problems and hurts, I was looking for someone who would point me to the Balm of Gilead. This is Pastor Mike. This is why he is special to me.

Over the years, I have observed this man and am constantly blessed by such a godly example. I think back in my life and all I’ve seen is leadership in every area, failing but that’s ok, we all fail, but how often do you see leaders admit it? How often do you see leaders come alongside you and share your burdens and struggles and at the same time admit that they struggle too!? I am constantly impressed by how down-to-earth this man is and yet he is so spiritual!I’m so thankful for Pastor Mike. I love my pastor and in knowing a man such as this, I’ve been challenged to love and serve my master, Jesus Christ. Really this is why Pastor Mike is special to me, he constantly points me to Jesus. In counselling, Jesus; in preaching, Jesus; in practice, Jesus! Thank you Pastor for your godly example!

Dedicated to Pastor Mike Kwok

My Special Friend: Lachlan John

2010-10-21T22:42:00.000+11:00

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There are people who come into our lives who leave a handprint on our hearts. There are those who I’ve come across where I’ve thought “why have I had the privilege to meet someone so special.” One of those gems of God is my friend Lachlan. He is very special to me.

God brought Lachlan and his wonderful family into my life in 2008. Since then it has been an amazing three years of learning and growth both for Lachlan and me. Lachlan over the years has reminded me that there are still beautiful things in the world and sometimes it’s just a matter of keeping your eyes open to see them.

When I think of Lachlan I often think of the song “Awake” by Josh Groban. In this song, I’m reminded to take each day as it comes and cherish all the wonderful memories and moments one shares.

Why is Lachlan so special to me? Lachlan has autism and I was his main carer for two years. It was through caring for him, that I learned many things about patience and unconditional love. His smile and special sounds make the room come alive.

He is a delightful, intelligent and sweet spirited boy who shows much potential and promise in growing in this unpredictable world of ‘normal’ people. It has been my privilege to have shared in Lachlan’s life over the last three years.

Some say that I’ve helped to change and impact Lachlan’s life over the years, but I say that he has changed and impacted me and it’s because I knew him, I’ve been changed for good. Thank you my friend.

Thank you also to Linda, Lachlan’s mum, your love and care for him are a mark of your greatness as a mother.

I’d like to leave everyone a song from the Broadway Musical Wicked entitled “For Good”. This song is an expression of thanks to my friend, Lachlan John.

Dedicated to Lachlan John

Quick note...

2010-10-20T08:47:00.001+11:00

There are people who have impacted my life in a great way over the last couple of years. These people have reminded me to appreciate life and remind me, in some small way, of how good God is by placing them in my life. I hope that the posts to follow will help you appreciate and thank those who influence your life in a special and spiritual way.

Small....? BUT Useable!

2010-10-18T12:13:00.001+11:00

Ever get that sinking feeling that your really small and insignificant. Well I just had another one of those moments. I guess I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed by my struggles, trials, and recent events of this year. Though I feel this way, I'm encouraged at the same time. I mean I'm thankful for the grace of God which rescued me from the penalty of my sin but it's what makes me useable for His glory.

I know that I'm not the brightest on the shelf, rarely courageous, I stumble everyday in my Christian walk, I run from giants in my life, see the angry waves role, am fearful of others and despite of all this God has chosen to use someone as fragile as me. It truly is a work of God.

When I doubt, I turn my thoughts to God and His Word. I listen to what He says and speak truths to my heart. I see where His mighty power has saved me from and I am at rest. I choose not to listen to my wicked heart but want to, by God's grace, lead it to light.

Thank you God. Thank you for bringing people into my life that remind me of your great goodness and mercifulness. Thank you for the hard times. For I know it is in these times I can be still and see your great salvation.

As I sit and muse on my God, I'm strengthened in Him...

A Sorry State of Affairs

2010-09-03T11:24:00.000+10:00

I was very saddened when I heard that a bill was passed to allow gay couples to adopt children. The bill passed 46 votes to 44. The hype leading up to the vote seemed to me to be around the differing views that people held on the issue. Many held on to research and how research shows that children are better off and secure with heterosexual couples. Others held on to the fact that we are moving to a bigger and better society and therefore we should not discriminate and be accepting of all types of ‘families’. Still others, held on to ‘religion’ saying that Jesus is full of love which might I add, Jesus loves the sinner not the sin simply put!

It was the views against such a bill that brought sadness that settled in my heart. Not one of those views considered God’s perspective, except those who decided to misquote, misunderstand and misapply Jesus’ teaching on loving our neighbour. We are a Christian nation and therefore God’s laws and designs should be that which we uphold and seek to follow for ‘righteousness upholds a nation and sin is a reproach to it.’ God designed a family to be one man with one woman in a marriage relationship. This institution was first established in the Garden of Eden and this is the institution that God blesses and uses for His glory. Everything outside of this is against God’s design and therefore against God Himself. I’ll add that having a mother and a father means peanuts if they don’t follow God’s design in raising children but having a mother and a father is a start.

It’s this view of God and what He has designed that should be what we build our nation on. Not research (though that may be helpful) not my views, not my opinions and certainly not for making people feel accepted and being politically correct. It is the Word of God that should be what we turn to and not experts! For if people really understood the gospel, we would find that we are ONLY accepted in Christ and not by sexual preference, ethnicity, status, opinion, economic value, nationality, education etc. We are all sinners and this is our commonality! We are equal before God.

A nation that does not uphold God’s designs is a nation that is destined to fall!

Can You Hear Me?

2010-08-26T14:31:00.003+10:00

I found this song on YouTube which describes the wonder of the world through the eyes of a deaf child. As some may know, the field of disabilities is a passion of mine and so to come across stories, songs, articles etc. like this just move me. It quietens me to realize the little we know of disabilities. It moves me to want to try to understand the world in which these people live...

Can You Hear Me?

(By Bob Chilcott)

I look around me as I grow
I'd like to tell you all I know
I see life with all its energy
The city streets, the rush time
This is my world, it's where I like to be
So much to see, so much to find
I sometimes sit and wait a while
I see the sun, it makes me smile
Can you see it
   Can you see it too

I feel life with all its energy
The joy of waking every day
This is my world, it's where I like to be
So much to do, so much to say
I sometimes sit and feel the sun
Its warmth is there for everyone
Can you feel it
Can you feel it too

  My world is a silent one
  But it's enough for me
  I hear you through your hands
  The movement sets me free
  But it could be a special thing
  To hear your voice
  To hear you sing
  Can you hear me
  Can you hear me too

Lest We Forget...

2010-08-25T09:29:00.000+10:00

This morning I heard the breaking news of another Australian solider who had died in Afghanistan.The young man left behind a loving family, a wife and three children. He was a mentor who was training Afghanis to defend their country. He was an experienced solider and a great mate to those who fought alongside him.

I was greatly moved by the news and felt that I needed to pay respect to him and others who have lost their lives in the war and also to those who are currently serving over in the Middle East by writing a post for them.

It's easy to forget the work over in the Middle East with the current climate of news focusing around the election and other stories. So let us not forget, let us pray, let us give, let us do something that will serve our country and bring glory to God.

To the Australian Defence Force, thank you for your dedication and service.

Who Cares!

2010-08-09T20:49:00.000+10:00

A friend asked me sometime ago what I would be doing for work next year once my current job ends this year. I said that I would probably stay in the community services industry and find jobs in different agencies. I also mentioned my earnings would be the same as my regular full-time job if not a little higher. To which he replied by asking how would I know that jobs in agencies would last for the next twenty years. As I thought on the question, I became saddened at the reality of the answer I was about to give… “Because people are selfish”…

Who wants to care for the elderly? Who wants to care for the disabled, the mentally unstable, the unlovely, the helpless and the homeless? Who really cares? It was a sad reality that my job security relied somewhat on the fact that many do not care. It discouraged me to see that even within myself how selfish and thoughtless I am of those whom society have rejected. I mean when was the last time I stopped and said ‘hello’ to a homeless person or offered to aid them in some way? Did I judge them for being in that situation or did I see them as an eternal soul needing a Saviour? There so much need out there. How much more do these people need Christ? My heart just aches at the immensity of the problem.

From discouragement, my thoughts were led to thankfulness. In my ‘hour of need’ Christ saved me. Daily he grants me underserved favour to have the opportunity to walk with Him. What a God! When I was unlovely He loved me, when I was His enemy He died for me and when I walked my own way He gave me grace to ask for forgiveness. Even though this world needs so much more, I just pause and realise too that there is so much to be thankful for. I need to stop and not get carried away by the need but be carried away at the God who is sovereign, who knows these people who need care and love and trust in Him that he is just and loving. Thank God!

Reading Between the Lines

2010-08-04T13:11:00.000+10:00

Never judge a book by its cover, as the old adage goes. I certainly learnt that today! There has been some tension between staff at work and often it’s easy to listen and formulate your thoughts against another without ever hearing the wrong from their mouth. It goes to show how destructive gossip can be.

This morning, the person who I thought had wronged me approached me and wanted to ‘clear the air’. After the conversation, I felt such a great relief. I realised too, that they had done nothing to offend me and that most of the things I thought were misconceptions. It was wonderful to just be open and clear about where we stood as individuals and to realise that we were not so different from each other and that we were both in our jobs because we love to work for the children.

I’m going to try to be more open with people and approach them if I feel that something is the matter.

Blogging

2010-08-03T23:03:00.000+10:00

Hi everyone,

Just thought I might post a new entry on my new blog. I plan to use this space to write out my thoughts and feelings. Hopefully the things I write will encourage you or cause you to think in your life. I don't have much else to say for now and it is getting late. So have a good night all.